Saturday, July 31, 2010

Daily Picture

Another one of my goals is to take a picture of my babies togther eveyday of a yeah so today will mark the first day... from now on ill just add the picture  with not text unless it need to be described what they are doing :)
I love the way she looks at Dakota all the time ... He is an amazing big brother

Cup Cakes with my Sweetie

So I guess I can count this as the beging of number 54 witch is a craft with Dakota once a week for 5 months... if I cant keep up then ill have to start again LOL.  Either way Dakota and I made cup cakes tonight and he was such a good helper. I laid Addison down for bed and he kept coming up and asking me if it was time yet.  I told him No its  wasnt not yet let me finish putting you sister to sleep.  I told him to wait in his room and ill be down there shortly..
Well when I went down the stairs he was in his room like I had asked and on the counter was my glass mixing bowl and the egg carton open and ready. He also had put his step stool right there next to the counter. It totally put a smile on my face. He loves doing stuff with me and I love the time we get to spend together. It doesnt seem like we have been doing much of that since I had Addison and Im glad we did tonight.
Anywho here are some pictures....


Friday, July 30, 2010

Addison Alene

Meet Addison Alene. 12 weeks today


Dakota Jack

Meet Dakota Jack who is 5 years old and starting kindergarten in 3 days on the 2nd of Aug. My big boy

#97 Answer "50 questions that will free your mind..

I have never seen this list of questions before but have heard of them...here they are with my answers....


1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
Uugh 22


2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?
Definitly never trying!

3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
We do things we dont like because sometimes thats whats important. We like so many things we dont do because its not important :)

4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Probably

5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
I could change how things move so fast.  People fail to "stop and smell the roses" Including me!

6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Being a mother

7.Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
Im doing what I believe in.

8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
I'd do whatever it took to make my kids and I live a completely healthy life so we could change that...maybe I should do that now ....

9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
I'd say about 75 percent of it! I am in almost complete controll now :)

10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
Ive learnd this the hard way, but I now can say doing the right thing.


11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of
yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
Tell them that she is a friend, I strongly disagree and ask them to talk about something else. I might even just leave

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Enjoy childhood as a child.

13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
YES!! with no regret

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
No, maybe I should open my eyes more???

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
Raise my children, everyone does this differently right?

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
Because not eveyone is happy for the same reason... does that even make sence

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
Get married, nothing I need to do it
18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Probably

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move
and why?
Back to California, to be close to family and friends
20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
No and no

21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
Not a worried genius so I guess a joyful simpleton.

22. Why are you, you?
Because thats what makes me happy

23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
Yes always

24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near
you?
Loosing touch with a good firend wo lives near you
25.What are you most grateful for?
My children

26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
lose all my old memories...that was a hard one

27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
no

28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?
no

29. do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
Yes, not really

30. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
Every Christmas, because no matter what my mom went above and beyond to make it special

31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
I dont know

32. If not now, then when?
When the kids are grown

33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
Nothing

34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best
conversation ever?
Yes lol

35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
I have no idea maybe because they feel the end result will be love?

36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
Yes.

37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
No im a stay at home mommy, definitly not

38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
More work I enjoy doing

39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
Nope.

40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly
believed in?
Im not sure, 3mths ago

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
My Mother

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or
famous?
No im already etremely attractive hah, jk but no I want those 10 years and dont care about being cute or famous.


43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Truly living is being alive and enjoying it

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
Now

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
because we are affraid to be wrong..

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
Nothing, nobody can judge me

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
I have no idea, last time I ran after Dakota probably and realized I was outta shape.
48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
I love my children and their dad! And i express this to them everyday

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or
the day before that?
Yes, no and no Ill remember yesterday because I went to meet Dakotas kindergarten teacher...the rest was a regualr old day
50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you
letting others make them for you? Im making them for myself

I didn't realize how hard those questions would be! WOW thank goodness im done with that :)
Now on to the next

One down?

Well one of my goals is to get Josh to make a list of his own.  I told him about mine and my blog and believe it or not he agreed.  He seems to like the idea of it also! So after breakfast we will sit down and begin his list. I cant wait to see what he puts on his list :)














This is Josh ... He has a beautiful smile, and my heart.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

My List-

The following is my list, my project, my new life...




1. Breast feed Addison til her first birthday
2. Lose 20lbs
3. Make at least one friend in Arizona
4. Learn to cook 10 new healthy meals
5. Get a tattoo for Addison
6. Get married to Josh
7. Go back to school
8. Take the kids to the zoo
9. Redecorate my bedroom
10. Get Dakota to be more orginized
11. Take Dakota to the movies 4 times
12. Get family pictures done every 6 mths
13. Take the kids to the beach
14. Go to a country concert
15. Get Josh to make his own list
16. Get my grandma her head stone
17. Go to a football game with Josh
18. Get a new TV for the living room
19. Put my pictures in frames and albums
20. Get all my christmas shopping done by December 10th for the next 3 years
21. Give up soda for a month
22. Go to a libray and check out books
23. Read 10 books
24. Change a tire on a car/truck
25. Make a blog and keep it up for 6mths
26. Donate blood
27. Go on a family vacation
28. Go see the Grand Canyon
29. Buy a lottery ticket
30. Go night swimming
31. Get a video camera
32. Get a working clock in my house
33. Get Dakota the bunny he's been wanting, or any pet for that matter
34. Keep in touch with my special May girls (you know who you are)
35. Learn to sew
36. Go on a picnic
37. Go see a movie with just Josh and I
38. Go play mini golf
39. Identify 100 things that makes me happy
40. Make a birthday cake for someone
41. Stay a weekend at the river
42. Go camping
43. Go fishing
44. Make homemade soup
45. Join all the school activities I can with Dakota
46. Start a scrap book
47. Start a savings acct
48. Start a holiday tradition
49. Cook a Thanksgiving dinner
50. Color a WHOLE coloring book with dakota (over time)
51. Dont cuss for a week
52. Buy something from Amazon
53. Read a book to Dakota&Addison everyday for 4 months STARTED8/3
54. Do a craft with Dakota once a week for 5mths---1 down
55. Give up fast food for a week
56. Give all of Dakotas old toys to ppl off of freecycle insted of throwing them away
57. Go visit my Dad, Steph, and the kids
58. Convince my mom to move back to Arizona
59. Go visit my Grandpa
60. Meet and get to know ppl in my family who I currently dont know
61. Make Addisons baby food one time
62. Take Josh somewhere hes never been
63. Take Dakota to a water park
64. Buy batterys for ALL of dakotas toys
65. Get a new dinning room table
66. Make a family tree
67. Move to a house with a big back yard
68. Make bread pudding
69. Feed birds in the park with my kids
70. Buy a sterio for my house and dance around with my babies
71. Buy a house plant and keep it alive longer then a month
72. Grow a vegie
73. Take a walk at least 3 times a week for 4 months
74. Pick flowers from the side of the road
75. Continue to not smoke
76. Send out Christmas cards on time this year (2010)
77. Paint a room in my house
78. Buy myself nice sunglasses
79. Watch 26 movies I've never seen starting with each letter of the Alfabet
80. Take a picture of the kids together each day for a year 2/365
81. Paint my toes a different color each month for a year
82. Buy myself something each month for a year with NO regret
83. Take a picture in a booth at the mall with Josh and our kids
84. Go to a museum
85. Read a biography
86. Go to Las Vegas
87. Watch a show on TV that I said I'd never watch and see if it changes my mind
88. Go to Flagstaff for the day
89. Put Dakota in every sport he wants to for a year
90. Inspire someone else to make their own list (besides Josh)
91. Swim in the ocean
92. Buy something someone is selling in front of a store
93. Give a donation 3 times in one year
94. See a play
95. Give up chocolate for a month
96. Complete a 500 piece puzzel
97. Answer the "50 questions that will free your mind"
98. Learn how to use chop sticks
99. Get a DVD holder for all my DVD's
100. Go down a slide with my babies
101. Go to a county fair

There it is, let it begin.....

"Day Zero"

Yesterday, a firend (Devon) posted on my privte forum that I am on with a few other close friends, that she started a project! I went to her blog and was instantly in love!! The day zero project  is a site were you can creat 101 goals to complete with in 1001 days!  Its an amazing idea, and definitly gives me a little extra to think about with my days ( Like I need anything else hehe).  Ive never attempted anything like this before and cant wait to see what this and my new blog is to bring :).  This is defnitly going to change my life.